January 2011
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December 2010
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Bike ride today. Staples Center, Bel Air, &...
Dec 30th
Early Days (she's unknown).
My day starts early and on days like these, I dread getting out of bed.  My first thought is, “Will I talk to you today?” I pull the sheets off of my body and walk towards the window. As I sit by the window on a green stool, I stare at the immensity that the world is. Everything divided by buildings, blocks, lights, and pain. Alone, I’m completely alone. I cannot go another day feeling the way I...
Dec 28th
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I can't allow my mind to go on a trance, yet it...
Dec 28th
Stay.True: I’m happy the world is doubtful. It... →
staytruee: But then again, justification need not be mistaken with over-explanation. There’s something about just wanting to make sure people understand us that little details feel the need to be included. But why hassle ourselves with explaining the truth more than it needs to be explained? If it’s the…
Dec 28th
But I trust in Your unfailing love. Psalm 13:5
Dec 28th
I passed all my classes.
I passed Macroeconomics with a B-. Seriously, I didn’t think I was going to pass this class. It’s the hardest class I’ve taken in College. I’m so happy. I started jumping, crying, and thanking God. My GPA is looking good. :D GOD is Great.
Dec 27th
Christmas. Everyone wishing each other a Merry Christmas. A holiday in which family comes together. As I’m looking towards my living room right now, my mother is the only one there. What happened to the Christmas’ when family came together? My cousins were here earlier, yet it feels as though I’m all alone. My family in different homes and days like this I question will we ever...
Dec 25th
I bought myself a fixie today. It felt good to...
Dec 24th
I want to be the type of writer that inspires...
yet I don’t think I have what it takes.
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“Just think, you’re not here by chance, but by GOD’s choosing. He has hand formed...”
– Roy Lessin (via nonelikejesus)
Dec 20th
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Friday night
Friday night was one of those nights that I will forever treasure in my memory. It was one of those simple nights, yet a night you wish would last more than it did. My sister drove up to San Fran with her husband to pick me up. They have a friend out there and they all drove together to my apartment. I packed while they chilled in the living room. Once I was done we drove to Berkeley to have lunch...
Dec 20th
SF to LA via text message
Bro: Hey are you almost here?
Me: No, we're about 329 miles away. If we were flying in the G6, we would have been there by now. Haha.
Bro: But since you are all losers you have no G6.
Me: Haha dummy!! Someday I'll be flying in the G6 with Yeezy.
Dec 19th
Dec 18th
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I’m officially done with finals! As soon as I submitted my last final which was a 15 page paper I called my sister and said, “I’m free!” I’m in the East bay right now hanging out with my sister, her husband, and a friend. I head out to LA tomorrow. Home sweet home. This winter break I plan to read, write, look for studying abroad information and to simply enjoy break....
Dec 18th
Random
Wouldn’t it be cool to be able to pass food through the computer. For example you’re video chatting with your mom and she’s cooking something super delicious and you can just grab it out of the screen. That would be so awesome. I would be well feed and not a starving college student. Well I don’t starve, I just don’t like to eat junk food all the time.
Dec 17th
Peace before everything, God before anything, Love...
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Dec 15th
Bro and I. Little convo's like this make me smile.
Me: I can't believe they traded Sasha! He's not with the Lakers anymore.
Bro: He wasn't doing anything with the Lakers anymore.
Me: What do you mean?
Bro: Phil Jackson was not playing him.
Me: Ah I see.
Bro: We will still be champs again :)
Me: Haha that's for sure! :) We got the Black Mamba. But it was funny, I saw the game with Lebron going back to Cleveland & everyone was hating him.
Bro: Yeah, it was funny.
LAKERS!
Dec 15th
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Dec 15th
@staytruee
staytruee: fashiongeekzzzz: You’ll be my Lucas tomorrow.  Oh how you make me smile! :) Haha winky faces all day. “so you gotta tell me i look cute & than i tell you you’re looking cuter & than i’ll say you have an incredibly smile & you’ll say stopp your making me blush and than i’ll jus send ;) & that will make your whole day” hahahaha :D
Dec 15th
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@staytruee
You’ll be my Lucas tomorrow.  Oh how you make me smile! :) Haha winky faces all day.
Dec 15th
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The fragile state weakens every living soul. We...
Dec 15th
Dec 14th
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Dare
My best friend dared me to do something and so I did. I’m laughing because I can’t believe I did it. I NEVER follow through dares. I followed through this one because well it’s another memory of ours. Haha. I CANNOT believe it. Haha.
Dec 13th
I'm mentally and physically drained.
Dec 13th
Last week in SF and I'm off like a rocket ship to...
Dec 12th
“Hold me somebody Don’t let me be alone Love me, stay with me I am dying...”
– Starfield
Dec 12th
Dec 12th
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“No fear can hold me down. No darkness steal my joy. Jesus is the Christ. The...”
– Starfield
Dec 12th
I try to share my feelings and they go ignored.
That’s why I try and remind myself not to do so.  It’s okay. Everything will be okay.
Dec 12th
Dec 12th
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I don't feel smart anymore.
Dec 11th
Stranger
I never noticed his hazel eyes until one day when he took his sunglasses off. The man that stood before me is by definition my father, but by heart he is a stranger.
Dec 9th
Broken home.  Broken home. Is there such thing as a “normal family”?
Dec 9th
I guess the sky is crying along with me.
Dec 9th
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Dec 8th
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OTH was intense today. Favorite episode of this...
Dec 8th
Daughter of the King♥: Privileged. →
nonelikejesus: There are days when I honestly do NOT want to read my bible, pray, or even go to church. I don’t think its unsual for people to feel this way sometimes but as I’m reading “The voice of the Martyrs” magazine I can’t help but feel so ungrateful. There are people around the world that are risking…
Dec 8th
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Dec 8th
sstaytruee-deactivated20120128 asked: i love youu (:
Dec 8th
“Wealth is of the heart and mind. Not the pocket.”
– BBC
Dec 7th
staytruee: I asked for strength & god gave me difficulties to make me strong. I asked for wisdom & god gave me problems to solve. I asked for prosperity & god gave me brain and energy to work. I asked for courage & god gave me danger to overcome. I asked for love & god gave me troubled people to help. I asked for favors & god gave me opportunities. I received...
Dec 7th
“I laugh to keep from crying.”
– T.I. 
Dec 5th